c5, cd1!!!! YAY!!

Well, I did O a couple of weeks ago! Wow! It happened just like it did with Hannah.....except I didn't get pg! I'm really ok with that. I look at this period as my proof that God can & does do what man can't see. My chart said I didn't O....nope, not one little bit! But I did, or my period wouldn't have started! I'm still praying about what to do this cycle....soy or not. I have a few days anyway before I need to take action. Right now, I'm just reveling in God's power & grace! I came across this verse at church this morning....

Let not your heart be troubled.....John 14:1

To me that means that I need to continually turn over my worries & stresses to the Lord. Lay them at His feet & leave them there. Then my heart will not be troubled! Lord, help me to trust you & run to you more & more everyday.

Have a blessed day!!

c4, cd49, just waiting!!

Well, I put my FF account on hold. I didn't O & I was feeling like my whole world was revolving around my chart! It feels really weird and a little scary. I like to be in control &, in an odd way, charting made me feel like I had some kind of control over my crazy body. I know that the Lord is really in control and now He can work on helping me really let go. I also get a little bit obsessive when we start ttc!! (I know, you NEVER would have guessed!!) I get semi-tunnel vision & I think this charting break will help me get my head out of the tunnel & look at all the great blessings I have all around me! Well, that's all I have to say about that!! heehee!! Have a beautiful day, Everyone!!

c4, cd41, 4dpo (according to FF!)

Hello, Y'all!! I'm cautiously celebrating!! 4dpo! I'm waiting for my temp to go above 98.3 before I get really excited!! LOL!! If I truly did O on cd37.....it would mean that is when I usually O! I O'd at the same time when I got pg with DD#2! Better late than never, right! I'm still painting up at the elementary school...my body is SO tired! I am glad that I didn't O before last weekend though. If I had I would be painting after getting a bfp. Not good! Hopefully I'll be finished painting before implantation occurs! (If it does!) I have to admit that I'm really peaceful about Oing (or not). I'm content in waiting for the Lord to work! I'm doing all I can do to help, but waiting isn't torture anymore. I'd better get ready for the day....have a blessed day!

c4, cd37

Well, I was wrong...I did not O. Bummer. It's one of the things that makes pcos so interesting! My body tries to O & my temps may look like I did....but I didn't! Life would be so boring to be "normal"!! LOL! I could take the lemons life has handed me & make lemonade, but I prefer to use those lemons to stuff my bra! LOL!! Oh, my! I'm in a goofy mood today!

My 2 sweet girls have been at my mom & dad's house since Thursday & are due back any moment now. I've really enjoyed the break, but missed them at the same time! I have to admit I would definitely not want to go back to life without kids around. It gets really hairy & loud around here, but I really enjoy it! I'm ready to add a little boy to the mix! You know, I've been thinking that we should just have as many kids as the Lord would bless us with....am I nuts?? The chances of us having more than 2 or 3 more kids (with my pcos) is pretty slim. Hmmmm....I just don't know if DH would go for that! We'll see! I can hardly wait to get pg, just to see the look on my in-law's faces!! They think we for SURE are done! They also think 2 kids is more than enough for any family & that families with more than 2 are too loud & crazy!! LOL!! I really am looking forward to telling them about baby#3 more than I should be! ;o)

Well, my best friend Janice had her baby Thursday afternoon! He was a big boy! 8 lbs, 10 oz!!! YIKES! He's SO adorable! Janice & her hubby tried for over 2 years to get pg (she has pcos too) & it's so hard to believe her sweet baby boy is already here! I had the privilege of teaching her how to nurse Ryan Thursday evening.....I'm thinking I might should look into becoming a lactation consultant.....I really enjoyed it! I also LOVE nursing my babies! Anyway...here are some pics....

Me & DH with Ryan Christopher



Chris, Janice & Ryan.....what a gorgeous family!!



Ryan Christopher! Isn't he as cute as a bug's ear???


I'm so ready for another baby.....please pray with me that I O this weekend! I got a + opk yesterday....I've never seen one of those!! Exciting!! Lately, the Lord has been teaching me that my struggles do not define who I am. I keep saying that over & over to myself! Well, I'd better run! DH & the girls will be home soon & I need to start dinner....or at least decide what dinner will be!! Have a wonderful weekend, Everyone!! God bless!

P.S. Someone asked me at church today if I was pg.....good sign, right??!!!