Well, AF found me on the 3rd day of this new year. I didn't even really care. Because the day before, I found out that my mom was needing to check into a mental health facility. A few days later I found out she had tried to commit suicide by taking a HUGE amount of pills. Her dr said she should have died. I'm still in shock & it's been a week since her suicide attempt. I'm scared of losing her. I'm reliving the horror of Darling's grandmother's suicide all over again. I'm learning to lay my mom at the Lord's feet & trust that it is the only place she is safe. I'm finding myself crying a lot. I started metformin on cd2 & after this past week, I'm praying it helps my cycles normalize, but hoping I don't get pg this cycle. I'm not in the best emotional shape right now......& just don't know if I can handle any more added stress....good stress included. Pray for me as I strive to be obedient to the Lord & try to help my mom, while keeping my sanity.
This is not a good beginning for 2007. Praying that God blesses us all this year.
YEAST RAISED WAFFLES
9 years ago
