Last cycle I O'd but got a BFN.....

Currently in my second cycle of femara & I O'd again!! I'm 9dpo today & impatiently waiting to see if we did it or didn't do it! LOL! After this cycle, no matter the restult, we'll be moving on in our lives. No more medicated cycles. Period. I feel at peace about it, but ttc has consumed my life for the last 3 1/2 years, I don't think it will be easy to move on, but I do feel it is necessary for my sanity!! So, I keep praying that I'm pg!! That would solve everything!! LOL! I'll be testing in the morning at 10dpo....early, but I can't help myself! My chart looks really good!! If a bfn & my temps stay up (& don't start a downward spiral), I'll test again on Tuesday......we'll see what the Lord's plan is!!