c3, cd13....waiting to O

After I had my time with the Lord today, I looked over some journal entries during the time we were ttc Hannah. I found the entry that I wrote one year, to the day, before she was born.....

9/20/03
"Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God."
Psalm 43:5

and one month before....
8/20/03
"The manna stopped the day after they ate this food from the land; there was no longer any manna for the Israelites but that year they ate the produce of Canaan."
Joshua 5:12

You are so faithful to provide for me over and over and over. How easily I forget! Thank you, my El Elyon!! I see You, El Elyon (God Most High), as the conductor of my life. There have been many times when the music has been loud and stormy, others quiet and peaceful and still others happy and joyful; but through it all the whole symphony illuminates You....Your power, Your grace, Your sovereignty. I surrender my will to You, so that You can direct my life into a symphony more beautiful than I can imagine.......