I'm in love.....

I don't think I've shared anything about Darling...my hubby. He is the love of my life.....handpicked by God to be my 'other' (better!) half. I love him from the tips of my toes to the very top of my head. He is wonderful. He patiently & lovingly listens as I give him the play-by-play on my crazy cycles. No judging. No impatience. No being bored or fix-it advice. Just listening.....quietly & lovingly. At first (with ttc DD2), his silence made me feel that he didn't care. But as time went on, I slowly realized that I was enough for him. If all he ever had in his life was me & DD1.....that was ok. More children were just bonusses.............I really envy his calm, contentment sometimes. Sometimes I feel it......but other times (like after holding a new baby or seeing a really pregnant lady or passing the hospital my girls were born in...) the ache just hits me like a ton of bricks........the ache for one more baby....just one more miracle. It's in those moments that I look at him & wish that the 'ache' I feel wasn't there....that in its place was the contentment that Darling so effortlessly posesses. He's a rock. Darling is my rock.....well, my earthly rock! The Lord is for sure my ultimate rock....but I feel like He's given me my Darling to give human arms to HIS hugs. I wish that I had more time to show Darling just how much I appreciate who he is & what he means to me. I love him. Forever.

My Darling is wonderful. I just had to share.