10dpo!!

I'm 10dpo today & I got a BFN this morning. Ok, I know there is really no point in testing this early, but I don't actually make it to the 2ww very often, so I wanted to test with the possibility of it being positive!! That is always fun! I'm not upset that it wasn't +...I would have fallen off the potty if it had been!! LOL! I'm really not expecting to get a + at all, not to save my sanity, but just becuase I'm ok with that. I'm ok with waiting until the Lord wants to bless us with a baby. I believe He will eventually & I'm finally, strangely at peace with that. So, I sit here at 10dpo, crampy & feeling like AF is coming any minute & I am at peace.