Monday, March 08, 2010

We're back!

Well, after 2 months on bcp....we're back and ready to get pregnant!! LOL! I've lost 12 lbs...which I'm SO excited about! And we feel as if we've had a great break....things in our lives were NOT relaxed during that time, but the Lord refreshed my soul & has given me amazing peace. I'm ready to face another round of ttc! We've had so much FUN with our family of 4 these past 2 months! I have been reminded over & over just how much my wonderful Savior has blessed me! I'm at peace with whatever the outcome of these months of fertility treatments bring. We'll be ttc until I'm 35 & then we'll stop. I'm at peace with that too!

Right now I'm waiting for AF to get here! Our protocol this month is....
7.5mg Femara cd5-9
Estradiol cd10-14
Prometrium 3dpo-?

I'm praying this combo works the first time!

OT, please pray for my parents. In January we put down some boundaries concerning our girls....Darling & I talked & prayed & felt at peace with our request. When I shared what we wanted, my dad just blew up at me. He & my mom are no longer speaking to us. My mom wouldn't even come to Little Miss's birthday party because it was in our home. I've cried, felt rejected, wondered if I was wrong....but I know that this is all part of God's plan for MY life. My parents self-imposed boycott of us has been a blessing in disguise. I'm so relieved! It's given me MUCH needed time to allow God to work in my life. The Lord has been pouring peace into my heart & I am so thankful. It still hurts when I know that my parents have invited all my siblings over for dinner or lunch or a football game or whatever & have purposefully left my family out.....but it isn't my problem. I didn't do anything wrong & I just have to trust the Lord to work it all out!

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