Not sure where to start....

Hmmm....I've had 2 friends get pg recently & although I'm so happy for them....I really wish I was ttc too. I looked at my calendar again just to see if it would be possible for us to try one more month right now, but it really isn't. If I stopped my bcp today & I had a normal 30 day cycle & got pg.....I'd be taking a 7 week old to Disney World & I'd only be 7 weeks out from having a c/s. That just wouldn't work! I really don't think I'd be up to walking miles everyday so soon after major surgery. Oh well. I do think I'll stop the bcp in March....I'd thought about waiting until April, but I'm so ready to have another baby that I really don't think I can wait!

Beyond the ttc stuff....we went camping 2 weekends ago & had a blast! We roasted marshmallows & hot dogs & were basically pretty lazy all weekend! LOL! It was so nice!

This weekend we'll be going back to our college's homecoming & then staying a few days with my extended family to visit! I can hardly wait! Darling & I went clothes shopping yesterday & I found some really cute stuff! I realized that I hadn't bought myself any new clothes in a YEAR!! Good grief! I just kept thinking that I'd lose more weight & then I'd buy new clothes....I was just punishing myself! Anyway...I'll be so cute this weekend.....I'm really praying that the Lord will help me keep those fat lies out of my head. (All of our friends from college are super skinny. I'm the ONLY one who struggles seriously with weight) "I WILL NOT listen to that ugly voice that tells me I'm disgustingly fat....I'm beautiful & I'm working on being healthy!!" That's what I tell myself a LOT!

Ok, I've got to get Cady started on school! Maybe we'll go ahead & get tomorrow's work out of the way so I can clean & pack for this weekend!....We'll see!!

Have a great Wednesday!!