Started bcp last night...

I did it. I took "the pill" last night. I didn't think it would be so hard. I was really sad & cried about it. It almost feels like we're giving up. I know in my mind that we aren't, but my heart hasn't talked with my mind lately! ;o) I know this ttc break will be a good thing....I really need to lose some serious weight & I know I won't if there is still the chance that I could be pg. (don't ask me why!)

We're supposed to go camping this weekend...well, we ARE going....it's our friends that were supposed to come with us that might not. The forcast calls for next weekend to be really HOT & they aren't really sure that they want to tent camp in 90 degrees! (In the 60's at night though!) So, it may just be a family trip....which would really be ok. I'm actually hoping to do some shopping on Saturday....there's a Hallmark in town!! The nearest one to my home is an HOUR away!! Just shoot me now! LOL! That is torture for a Hallmark addict like myself! We plan on cooking a really yummy breakfast Sat & Sun mornings...fried biscuits, bacon & eggs....we'll hike & play board games....& if it gets cool enough at night we'll roast marshmallows over the fire! Yummy! I can hardly wait! Cady has Fri. off of school....one of the advantages of homeschooling is that I can plan around our little vacations!....& she is really excited about having a long weekend!

Ok! I'd better run....I hear laundry calling me & choir practice starts really soon! Happy Sunday!