Saturday, October 20, 2007

Not pregnant....again....cd51 & counting.

Well, well, well.....the clomid didn't do it's job & I'm not pg & haven't even O'd yet. Strangely, I'm not too upset....I'm not sure if I'm beginning to be calloused about the whole ttc thing or if I'm just to a place in this journey that it's just ok. I like to think it's the latter!! I've started working out....again....hoping that will help coax my fertility back. I read this the other day & LOVED it -

"It helps me if I remember that God is in charge of my day - not I." ~ Charles Stanley
"The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord: and he delighteth in his way. Psalm 37:23

That has given me HUGE comfort! My steps & my family are ordered by the Lord! Who am I to argue with that!?!

In current everyday life, Little Miss is doing really well in school. She's really reading well & is beginning to grasp more complicated math problems! We're also having a lot of fun with the Five in a Row curriculum!

Peanut is FINALLY starting to go to the potty!! I've started letting her wear just panties in the mornings & she's been doing really well!!! I'm SOOOOO excited!! I'm still not brave enough to let her wear panties instead of pull ups in public, but maybe by Christmas!

I start teaching our Ladies' Sunday School class tomorrow full time. I'm terrified!! I'm the youngest person in that class!!! Satan has already started whispering doubts to me....but I KNOW the Lord wants me to do this & will give me the wisdom & direction & time I need to do it! So, I'm not listening to the whispers! heehee!!

OH! Since the last time I posted, Darling got a BIG raise!!! WooHoo!! I'm so excited for him (us)! I've told him for years that he's underpaid & he finally figured that out for himself & demanded a raise & got it! It is such a blessing!

Ok, I'm working off of 6 hours of sleep & I'm getting a cold, so I'm going to go....I've got some things to do for my Sunday School class too.....have a blessed week!

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