FINALLY!! AF is here...on to C12!

Well, here I am on CD1......never thought I'd be so happy to see AF! 2 rounds of progesterone to make her come, but she's here! We're going to go ahead with Clomid this cycle....50mg CD3-7.....that puts us 5 days from Disney after the last pill, but maybe we'll come back with the bestest Disney souvenir EVER!! LOL! I can only hope! I posted a message on my Mommy Board & thought I'd just repost it here.....after you read the post you'll see why my time is so short these days!

Life has been SOOOOOOO crazy & busy lately!! Just thought I'd fill anyone in that cares to know!!

Homeschooling Little Miss - it's going VERY well! This is our first week & we both are LOVING this year!! Last year was so difficult (different curriculum) & I let go a little this year & opted more for fun learning than using a "curriculum"....it's working out fantastically!! Peanut has her own little books too, that makes for more work for me, but that's ok...she's going to be one smart cookie!! (potty training is a whole different story!! ugh!)

Ladies Sunday School Class - I'm teaching our class every other week now. Our main teacher has had some marital issues that she has needed to address & so the every other week schedule came out....It's ok, it just means that my personal Bible study time has become more in-depth & time consuming!! LOL! Not a bad thing, just requiring more time out of my already full schedule!!

AWANA - we have a program at our church that's kind of like boy/girl scouts except the kids memorize Bible verses to earn patches, etc. This year, I'm the secretary!! (insert biting nails!!) I'm responsible for all attendance records, all money collected, all orders placed & when the product comes in, I take all the notes at all the meetings & I make sure all the directors have everything they need. We've also implemented a new computer system this year & getting all the directors to actually use it properly is proving to be quite the challenge!! LOL!

My house - my poor house is taking the brunt of being neglected!! LOL! I'm HOPING that I can get it whipped into shape in the next week so we can come back to a clean house after Disney World...we'll see!! LOL!

Disney World - I wish I had more time to read & pack for this trip, but I'm SOOOOOO excited about 8 days of NO reality!! LOL! And I get to spend the afternoon one day with my friend, Cindy, & her family!! I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO excited!! This is going to be a fantastic trip!!

My SIL - ...............*sigh*.......................I'm SOOOO tired of dealing with her. She's a miserable person and she makes everyone around her miserable. Her best friend is the same way & we've really encouraged her to look for other friends (it's the ONLY friend she has), but she won't. This "friend" is SO awful that we won't let Amy (SIL) take our girls & spend time with this friend without us being present. They are also stirring up a lot of mess in our church. It's really embarassing to be "HER" sister/SIL...& Toby's parents & sister blame ME for all the events of this Summer (we had a talk with Amy about her behavior & gave her a 'break' from our girls for the summer, it was a joint decision & we wouldn't have done it if Toby had thought it unnecessary), and yet it's MY fault for 'tearing the family apart'. (have I mentioned that I'm READY for Disney World??!! LOL!) It really breaks my heart to see my SIL like this....she really changed after she found her grandmother (DH's, too) after she committed suicide (with a gun). There is a bitterness in my SIL now & she will NOT seek professional help to sort through all the horrible feelings she has & so the bitterness grows. On one hand I'm so FRUSTRATED with her & on the other I'm so sad for her.....I'm working on loving her & ignoring how mean she is to me. We'd appreciate any prayers for peace in our family.

TTC - and YES...on top of all that we're trying to get pg!! LOL!! (finding the time & energy for BDing is proving to be more challenging these days!!)

Friends - We also have some friends going through a divorce & 'he' is turning out to be a person that we had no idea he was......a person we never would have let our kids be around!! Just before they seperated he started showing me a LOT of attention & made me so uncomfortable that I asked Darling not to leave us alone.......ICKY! Anyway, this guy has been keeping money from his wife since she left & told her that their girls could just start school with NO school supplies....so Darling & I bought their school supplies. What a creap. He also cheated on his wife 2 years ago...they reconciled & she thought things were better, but he's been cheating on her since then.....with the same person!! There is SO much more than that, but I won't share. It's more than anyone would ever want to know about someone else!

I'm ready to go on vacation & get pg!! LOL!! Pray for me!! God bless!