Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Up too early.....

Well, I'm up way too early!! Darling was leaving at 5:30am & had a question, so now I can't go back to sleep! Oh, well! I don't know how he does it, getting up so early!! Zzzzzz.........
Anyway! I have 3 more days of provera left & then hopefully AF will be here a week later so we can get this next cycle moving!! The earliest I could O would be Dec. 16th, but I'm not holding my breath for that! I don't normally O on my own & this summer I O'd on cd19 & cd22.....so!!
On a different subject, last week I worked out 4x.....this week 0, so far. I have GOT to do it today! This weight will never come off if I don't! I'm also struggling with being on WW....anyone think that I might could do this without dieting and just exercising & watching what I eat??? Hmmmmmmm......we'll see!
Thanksgiving is on Thursday....I'm really not looking forward to going to my parents house. It is going to be stressful. Mom emailed Darling saying how much they are looking forward to seeing us......why she emailed her SIL & not her daughter is odd to me. I'm working on breaking free from the codependent relationship she & I have always had, but it is SO hard. And makes for some really stressful get togethers because Mom doesn't think we are dependent/codependent. So, I've decided that I can't worry about what she does or doesn't accept....I have to do what is right for me & if that means that we are not have any kind of relationship right now, then so be it! *sigh*
Ok, I'd better get to having my time with God this morning!

Happy Thanksgiving!!

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