Another BFN and we're off on another adventure...

C28 has resulted in yet another BFN. So. I'm off on another adventure! This one is all about me. I'm starting proceedings to have weight loss surgery. The gastric sleeve to be more exact. It's major surgery and involves removing 75% of my stomach, permanently, but I really feel it's the BEST choice for me. I've thought and prayed about WLS for the last couple of years and more seriously over the last 6 months. Darling mentioned a week ago that he really wanted me to seriously consider it, he's ready for me to be healthy. So, our ttc journey is on hold. I'm PRAYING that after I lose the weight my cycles will come back and we'll have another baby, but for now we aren't ttc#3 anymore. This blog will become all about my journey to being healthy again! I couldn't be more excited!!! Right now, I weigh 290 lbs. The most I've EVER weighed and I can't live like this anymore!! It isn't living. I'm hurting ALL. THE. TIME. My osteoarthritis is really bad now that I've gotten so heavy. If I sit in one position too long my legs go numb. I don't have high blood pressure but I know it's coming. I don't have diabetes but I know that's inevitable too. I get out of breath doing the laundry or cleaning my kitchen. It's ridiculous!! Anyway, it'll probably happen in February. I have my first seminar on Nov. 16th! Pray for me!