What a blessing...

I've struggled over the last 3 years whether WLS was the "Christian" thing to do. I felt like I was being lazy and just not trying hard enough to lose the weight. I don't feel that way anymore. I'm not lazy....I've done my best to lose this extra weight and EVERY time it comes back and more. I would never dream of telling a breast cancer patient they shouldn't have a mastectomy before radiation and chemo! Why would I think that removing part of a stomach that has been stretched out so far that I can eat FAR too much food is less valid? My stomach is killing me just like that lump. The mental aspect of it all has to be addressed and I have to let Christ "renew my mind" in order to be sucessful, but I'll no longer feel ashamed or embarassed or guilty that I need help. A friend shared this song with me, the Gaither Trio performed it and I think it is perfect for this journey.....

In the things familiar we find security
Resisting all the changes that days and years can bring,
When God decides to lead you through an open door
Inviting you to walk in realms you've never known before.

Beyond the open door is a new and fresh anointing,
Hear the Spirit calling you to go.
Walk on through the door for the Lord will go before you
Into a greater power you've never known before.

So, here we go! Goodbye, Fat Me, and Hello, Healthy Me!