just needed to share...

I've been feeling like a fish out of water for a long time. ttc#3 with pcos, but not pursuing traditional infertility methods makes me a big, huge FREAK! I've looked for a support group online....but I haven't found one yet. My 'Favorite TTC Site' (link to the right) is awesome....it's really more a women's support site though.....I have found so much support & strength from the ladies there, but no one there understands specifically my struggle....lot's of sympathy, just no empathy! (I love you, Cyber Sisters!) And so I keep looking. In the primary IF world, I'm looked at as so blessed & I feel like they wonder why I'm hanging out with them. I've been blessed with a daughter 2 times....good grief!...what more do I want out of life!? In the secondary IF world, I'm still a weirdo....most women are ttc#2 & are just beginning to deal with their infertility and the rest are actively pursuing getting pg with serious treatments...injectibles, IUI's, IVF.......Darling & I decided to place all of that in the Lord's hands & just let me pursue being healthy & take supplements to that end & let what He wants to happen....happen. I've combed infertility blogs here & am beginning to see why no one has found my blog....or chosen not to comment. I'm weird & different & not easy to relate to. I'm learning to be ok with that.