Sunday, December 17, 2006

What else??..... (c7, cd24...no O yet!)

I finally admitted this week that I am dealing with some mild depression.....as I've read this week I've discovered it's called..."functional" depression. Meaning I can do everything I'm required to before I shut down. It feels like I put on a costume everytime I leave the house or talk to someone on the phone. I'm supposed to call my mom back today, but I don't wanna. I just want to piddle around on my computer, where I don't have to deal with anyone. I'm getting some supplements in the mail on Tuesday & I'm praying they will up my serotonin levels & help me feel better. I did a lot of research about PCOS & depression & there is a link (great....what else is this disease going to affect!!).....a pretty strong link. The imbalance of hormones & chemicals directly affects how my brain chemicals work. So. I'm really praying that my diet & exercise & these supplements will be all I need to get my body back in some kind of working order! I'm feeling pretty broken right now. If my depression doesn't get better in a few weeks, I'll go see my dr & get some meds. Funny thing is, I feel fine when I'm on bcp. bummer.

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